i still remember the morning when i woke up and found everything about him was gone
no socks on the floor, no shoes behind the door, no t-shirts lying at the corner
“when i opened the door, and you were not there any more”
it was kinda shock at the beginning, then went to heartache, then went to tears
it was my way to say goodbye when i was the one to leave
but when i was the one who stayed, it was something i can’t stand
months later, i got an email from a friend, he ended up with “never be afraid to say goodbyes”
almost brought me to tears, i know i was never able to do that
they say when u grow up, u will learn how to pretect urself from getting hurt
actually it’s simply, u just don give that much then u won’t get hurt
but how can u say love when u’r holding back ur feelings?
it’s unreasonable.
it’s a paradox.
it’s called love.
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4:07 下午, 01/27/2012Chuck /
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7:36 上午, 01/30/2012Yang /
I know that saying goodbye for a last time can be heartbreakingly painful. But when you have to go through it even when you don’t want to, when you see no way out but to say goodbye, when you know that breaking up is the best thing to do for both, I would at least want to make sure she is going to be okay. I would want that she won’t up heartbroken and unable to love anymore. Saying goodbye is the least you could do, even though it’s hard. But compared to leaving against your will, compared to making such a cruel decision, saying goodbye might be a little step towards redemption.
At least that’s what I would like to think. I would like to think that I made the necessary sacrifice, even if she didn’t want to. I would want her to know that, even though I know it’s cruel, I’m feeling the pain as well…
9:59 下午, 01/30/2012l /
love has power to make u release yourself
u r holding just because you are not loving ~
4:01 下午, 03/28/2012ywy /
It is not love.